Old friends.

Suddenly remember old friends, press the link to old friends blog, and it appear, 
"It doesn't look like you have been invited to read this blog. If you think this is a mistake, you might want to contact the blog author and request an invitation."
I stunned, and then nothing. 
Some people, will always slowly fade out your world, slowly become blur in your memories. 
Because of time, because of distance, because of no contact.
On facebook, A lot of people rather chat with strangers then with old friends.
Dont know what to chat about dont know where to start. Over time, slowly getting further and further.
Even though once very familiar with, but now is just like have something between us. On facebook chat only left "How are you?" and " I am fine." nothing more.
Facebook online for a very long time, seeing so many friends online but only staring at the computer, doing nothing, just because dont know what to chat about.
How long did I not text with them?
How long did I otp with them?
And how long did we gather together?
Some people, we met each other, know each other, understand each other, even though we have each other contact. Even though we once say forever friends, best friend forever. But years after, look at those albums, maybe still have to think who that guy is. Remember or not, when the album is closed, the person is already not in my life.
But friends who can keep contact forever and the feelings still havent change, I can say is, lucky.
In the deep of my memories, still have the shadows of primary school best friend.
She, that time is the one who I think is my forever soulmate.
I already not the old me.
Sometimes still have to ask, are you XXXX ?
What makes everybody further distance?
What makes everybody seem cold?
What makes once best friend nothing to chat about now?


Time, Distance, No contact... is feelings biggest enemy.
Still remember those friends?
Are they okay?
How is studies? 
Change to what character already?
Still like the past like this like that mah?
But I afraid these already leave you very far away.