Today have a long talk or maybe,, quarrel with my mother.
Started on why i hate my mother's friend. Then until me. About my friend. I told her in my life, there is only few person i willing to sacrifice my life for, the person not her, not my sister or brother but my friend.
Cause in family this kind of thing, i already totally give up, all of you guys already force me to the end. And, the only thing until now i live is actually because of friendship, only this thing. Then my mother says, we are young, childish, we dont know who are the people we can thrust. But she dont know, I, I am alot alot mature, and i am sure about it. She also say why only for these few friends, she say i only 14, my life still got a long way to go.
Listen until this part, i dont know whether to cry or laugh. Then I say or maybe shout to my mother about i everyday stay at home she dont let me go out, how could i know new friend? If i still have no school to go, forever in my life, i have no chances already. Because, if i cant go to school, i cant know new friend, i need go back malaysia, and stay in that big house, maybe,, forever.
Some people treat you good, because you treat them good.
Some people treat you good, because they know how good you are.
I wont hate those people who hate me. Because I am too busy to love people who loved me.
