Already so late.. 3:19am . Dont know why, sitting in this dark room, flashing a lot of memories.
曾经的 朋友.
曾经的 欢笑.
曾经的 快乐.
曾经的 美好.
曾经的 梦想.
Friend.
Laugh-ness.
Happiness.
Good-ness
And... My dream.
Sometimes i thought i already..uh.. how to say... uh, mature. I thought i already grown up. But HAHAHAHA. I still so childish. Crying for all those stupid things or nothing. Sometimes i also dont know why i suddenly cry, even songs makes me cry. Because of the lyrics? Today i cry again, cause because of 家, 是每个小孩的梦想. Lyrics. I cry, well not really cry. Just tears suddenly come out. The feeling.. urgh. Home? I have one. But.. i rather i dont have.
Actually i not that kind of person that is very.. uh.. I like happiness. But i love quiet. I like to be alone but, i felt lonely. I like clean, but i love black. A lot of things, I REALLY JUST FUCKING DONT UNDERSTAND.
WHY..
WHYWHYWHY.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
I wont hate those people who hate me. Because I am too busy to love people who loved me.
