My stories, my life.

I going to forget how to smile. I mean, my face still can smile, but my heart. I tried, I tried to forget. I tried to live like nothing happen. But everytime i read chinese novels. At funny part, I laugh laugh, and suddenly cry. I very scared. I scared I will used to it. I scared it will become a habit. I scared everytime I laugh, my tears will suddenly drop down. HAHA. It won't. It won't become a habit. Cause I say so. I want to be happy. I want to laugh through my whole life.
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PS: 我都快忘记怎样微笑了.