Awhile more to my birthday, to 20th July. I thought i will be excited, happy like fuck. But no, not a single happiness LOL. Weird right :D. Maybe, Maybe because i am growing, becoming and adult. HAHAHA. I am thinking about my past, my memories, the good and bad, happy and unhappy. I will choose to grow up. Because i want to protect those, i cannot protect now the person. Like my mother, in her entire life, she stand on the top and fall to the bottom. I want to protect her and my friends.
Alot of people say before, When they are a child they wish so much to become a adult, to touch those underage cannot touch de. When they started becoming teenager, they wish they go back when they are small, young and no nothing. Pure. Thats the word. I was like that. Thinking why i cant smoke, why cant drink beer, why cant this, why cant that. And then i found out, those adults can do the things, Teenage can, is just want or dont want. It just will destroy your entire life.
快快长大..Joreen.
I wont hate those people who hate me. Because I am too busy to love people who loved me.
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