23th July

Went to CCK Meet RoystonErzi then take Mrt to Batok Meet BoJun, Royston Call Shen poh and VULGAR all come out, tell him faster come to meet them :D HAHA. Laugh like fuck. Then he came. Slack in Mac with them for awhile then JamesDaddy came, WITHOUT THE SUPER FUCKER FATPIG ! :( . So I curse Kimchi , Curse curse curse :D . Then go take 173 to Timah with JamesDaddy, RoystonErzi, BoJun, Shen Poh. We slack around Evelyn house there. AND FINALLLYYY She came :D. Then we go to BTPS funday lor. Sawed QiuYa, Liping, Jiawei, Fabian, Qiwei & more. LMAOs. Then walk around then decide go Clementi buy Koi. While waiting for bustop outside school, Sawed a girl who wear very epic to the funday, Realised it is ZoenTay. LMAOs. Last year she wer like artist HAHA. Anyways, Went to Clementi with Evelyn, James, Royston, BoJun. Then buy finish Koi, BoJun go meet his others friend. And the rest of us take 175 to WestCoast.

We sit at the rock there chitchat. :> . With Royston, the conversation seem funny :D . Then it is so hot that we went MacSonald sit. Eateateat, take pictures, Chat, Laugh, Facebook, Checkin. All all all those. Then we went out again. Royston and Evelyn went to climb the alot rope thing with slide the. I didnt climb, i just walk up the slide and cheated :D . Then Evelyn veryveryvery scared LALALALA. Then climb to the higher slide and slide. After that we went to play others thing, James walk to the Sea there. Then we play play play. SHUANG~~! HOT. Then we went to joined James seat at the rocks there. Listening. Then i suddenly felt, my life is better. Then HOT until cannot went to Mac seat again. When Royston know Jess coming, he was like "okay, wait untill she come then we HELLO JESS, BYE. " Cause we are going home liao . Then until end we went home. Take 176. Thats all :)

PS: ACTUALLY I WAS GOING TO SLEEP BUT I FORCE MY SELF UP TO WRITE THIS POST.

Until I am dead, you wont be alone :D . Thats what friends for.

6:33pm

22th July

Went to Queens'Dessert with Evelyn, Royston, Bo Jun and Shen Poh. Eat eat eat, Chat chat chat, Play play play. About 3pm, we went buy bubble tea and slack around the staircase, after that i went take 174 with Evelyn otw to Kimchi's house. Okay, I admit when i saw Evlyn with her other daughter and grandson i very Jealous -.- . TMD, HE TOTALLY FORGET HE SAY GIVE ME TWINS. And forget my Birthday. Wanna cry but pride make me stop :) . Then play with mini cars. HEHE, i like baby like that. Then CeciliaMommy come, so we back to normal. Then about six, I, Evelyn, and CeciliaMommy go take 174, Evelyn went home. Eat dinner with CeciliaMommy in Quesn'sDessert. Then we seat outside de staircase and listen to music. Went home after that ~


The rest of my life or until i am dead ?

10:45pm

21th July.

When to bubble tea shop meet Evelyn and Jess :D . Then we went to Hut, and Disiao HoongFeng Daddy and his Girlfriend Rachel :D So Cute~~~! Rachel's ear Blushing. Then we listen to music and then Jess went home. After awhile, I and Evelyn go to Queens'Dessert Eat GongZaiMian and LoMaiKai. Naiseeeeeeeee. After that we go Westmall go borrow money. And play Facebook on Mac. Then we go buy BubbleTea After it. Naissse Drink . Walkwalk to the Blk620 the carpark there. Chat with Evelyn alot things :D. Heart to Heart talk. We lie down on the floor looking at the sky :D . Cooling. I also understand alot things from Evelyn. HEHE. About 6pm we went home :D Meeting Tomorrow and i will clear things with Kimchi.

To 2People.
Eh, Mr, Dont think too much can or not. Talk to your girlfriend, seat infront of your girlfriend means he like her, you too sensitive or what. Say got proof, what proof? Sending love letters ? Or what ? Disgust me leh -.- . Everytime no trouble create trouble. And making Couples want break break like that -.- Fucking buisong you .

And Miss, Okay i know your boyfriend brainwashed you. But please think before you conclude oh yes that guy like me or not -.- You say he keep looking at you not his girlfriend so he like you, how do you know he looking at you ? Are you looking at him too ? So you like him ? LMAOs. Say alot things i dont know ? In you saying he keep looking at you i already know you two think too much -.- .

Thats it.

20th July My Birthday <3

The day before my birthday, i never thought i will be happy, I thought Kimchi Family will be there. I thought the people who will accompany me on my birthday is you guys. When i step out of my house to go meet Evelyn they all, I thought i will be meeting Kimchi Family. LOL. Obviously i am wrong. When i reach BasketBall Court Hut there, Evelyn and Royston pull me aside let me cant see what others were doing, but i know KimchiFamily is not there, Because i cant see Big size people there. About 10mins they pull me to the Hut there. On the table, it was a Cake. Wow, Thats my first reaction. Take pictureeeee. Smash Cake on Jennifer. HEHE :X . Then they give out the present, it was a BRA. I WAS WTF, serious ? I thought Evelyn was kidding LOL. C80 I where so big X( . Then we play True or Dare, then about 4pm we went to Blk620 Carpark and play Flour, Chasing each other. BOO. HAHA. After there is no flour left we seat down at the carpark chatchat, listen music, then Claudia go home first, Followed by Jennifer~ Then we went to KFC eat. Family Feast $29.90 NICE FOOD. FULL AND NAISE. Then Steffi Gone home and Hoongfeng gone home after that :) . The left of us go back to The hut there about 8pm alreadyy :> Then went home. It was tired but FUN :D .

I will never forget 6person forever. People who celebrate my birthday :D .
Evelyn, Claudia, Steffi, Royston, Bo Jun, Hoong Feng. Thanks :D .

Awhile more to my birthday, to 20th July. I thought i will be excited, happy like fuck. But no, not a single happiness LOL. Weird right :D. Maybe, Maybe because i am growing, becoming and adult. HAHAHA. I am thinking about my past, my memories, the good and bad, happy and unhappy. I will choose to grow up. Because i want to protect those, i cannot protect now the person. Like my mother, in her entire life, she stand on the top and fall to the bottom. I want to protect her and my friends.

Alot of people say before, When they are a child they wish so much to become a adult, to touch those underage cannot touch de. When they started becoming teenager, they wish they go back when they are small, young and no nothing. Pure. Thats the word. I was like that. Thinking why i cant smoke, why cant drink beer, why cant this, why cant that. And then i found out, those adults can do the things, Teenage can, is just want or dont want. It just will destroy your entire life.

快快长大..Joreen.

Dont know why i so piss for -.- . Fake until like this. Scold people also wont go see own mirror.

I'm a liar because I won't tell you everything. I'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong. I'm ugly because sometimes my face isn't perfect. I'm a pushover because I like making people happy. I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your group. I'm fake because I'm too nice. I'm weird because I'm not like you. I'm fat because I eat when I'm hungry. I'm clingy because I don't like to be alone.Im sorry for being myself.

Actually, I am not sorry at all.

I dont know but it seems life a dream..No, Nightmare. My dream, my everything is gone. Now. Gone. Gone.Gone. Not sad at all, at start cry, but after that no, no nothing at all. The feeling is like despair. Already no hope. Why sad for ? :D . HAHA.

A memory last forever, never does it die.

Andand, I super hate bitches who status keep emoemo, say they slit here slit there, cry here cry there, want die want die like that. Ya, i did write those kind of status to get attention before, but now i then see how discusting, fake, i was before. And juniors from primary school asking me who i stead before, her stead, still say she P4 stead with a guy from french then french kiss with him -.- Like very show off like that. Fake. Get a life la bitch. And some people there jealous because of her boyfriend somehow "closer" to me like that. Although I never talk to the girl before -.- Gossip here gossip there. Younger then me so what, knn. My patience got limit. If you jealous you talk to yourself, no need go tell your "sister" . And gossip around like i want steal your boyfriend.

Today was kinda fun ? Spend all my money T.T I went to met Evelyn, Jess, Jennifer, James, JiaWei today . And went to Bukit Timah CC for the whatever speech. It was interesting, and fun. The most impression i have is to a Female Police Officer. The topic is Robing Rich and give to the poor, She did not agree to it as her job is a police. And is funny everybody is laughing :D . And more and more ? Oh, starting of the Toast Master thingy, We each of them was given a piece of paper and write whatever things on it and say the connection to speak. I wrote Dream, as i was thinking about my dream to be a famous singer or whatever, but i run to the back so i didnt say out my mind. Cause i was kinda nervous? And there is no connection in Dream and to Speak. So that is. Quite fun today anyway :)