The feeling you give me is insecure. INSECURE INSECURE. I think a lot. Bad things. Why wont you make me feel secure, after so many things, you still wont understand what I want. Sad.

Yeah, I am talking about you.

This is where I can write a lot of things that the group of people wont understand. Why even they did understand, come bite me lor. I knew that you will be saying I am too close to the person you love, the stupid guy. Who are you to him, a ex-gf or someone who say lovehim and end up stead with other guy. Even though he like you, but you two weren't girlboyfriend. I was once your so good friend, I know what you saying about me just like you say other people.

I borrow homework to copy, I discuss maths, physic with him, I joke with him, just like what you did to other boys. I know what word you'll say, slut, you say so many time on other girls. Please lah, who more slut, look at yourself, didnt reject your admirer's gifts and sososo even you say how many times you love him. You wont even get back to him cause you know you wont got any admirer if you are attached. You even love other guys and keep finding excuses. Just like I say those sentence to you today. You know what I saying, but you only will say worst behind my back.

Really digust me. Argh.

Anyways, Today wake up at 4:50am cause didnt go back to school dormitry yesterday have to get up early for the 2hour journey I hate this school. So far. Maybe want transfer school haiz. I miss singapore so fucking much siah. cibai.