SO JEALOUSY DOES KILL

I just cant stand if my boyfriend lay his eyes on other girl, even only for one second. Anyway we went to karaoke ytd night, with biantou and a girl he like, gorli, piaoyi, baohan, roland, and one guy I dont know who. My boyfriend ride motorcycle so handsome. I miss that time still in school, we go against the rule and stay outside friend house, (we live in dorm), and in the morning, going to start school, he borrow motor from his friend and fetch me to school. xD, That time we still not that close, but already together.;shy much. But he also kena expel on the very same say too. T_T

Hahaha, I just wish in his eye, I am the only one yeah.

Hah, so funny. About four days ago, there was this two people who told me about another boy which I go out with almost everyday for supper to wait for my boyfriend to come back from work. That boy, is a super good actor, he like to act big, and make up stories of his "glory" past. And like everyone, like to say bad things about other people. But him, what he say will let us laugh. You see, if you hate one person will you still act like you are super best friend, sibeh good friend with him? Maybe some of you can, but at least wont keep saying that person bad things. I will only put in heart okay. This thickskin boy tell the other two person say next time he dont want come if I was there. Please lah cb, you still jio me out for tea for few days right after you say those things to them? Nevermind okay, because I already know his pattern. The most ridiculous thing is he say I keep wanting him to treat me food, cb, you ownself want treat me de? Like I never treat you before ah, you a boy still like that say a girl. You got balls anot? So act. Then still say what, I eat a lot, nb I when working whole day I only eat one lunch, at supper I cannot eat more is it, your taiji meh? Even i want to eat more so, cannot ah, whole world food yours one ah?
THE MOST SERIOUS ONE IS AFTER HE SAY THOSE THINGS, he curse me and my boyfriend break within two months, say me okay lah, like that curse, my boyfriend treat him as brother ley. I angry until cry ah, I CURSE YOU LANNJIAO CANNOT USE, YOUR WIFE FOREVER VIRGIN CANANOT. I told my boyfriend who just came back from work immediately after I know what this boy say about me. My boyfriend ask him whether he got say or not, he ask who tell him one, then he name one of the two people who tell me. "Is it him?" HOW YOU KNOW IS HE TELL ME ONE IF YOU NEVER TELL HIM THOSE THINGS? Thick skin boy act very angry say he dont have then want to ask the two guys out. Okay, when the two guys out, starting he is like "I WHERE GOT TELL YOU, WHEN I SAY LAH" Then when the two guys say he did say the thick skin guy quiet le, sit there. Then my boyfriend still help him siah, keep talking to the two guys. Okay than next day, the thick skin guy actually tell another guy that my boyfriend didnt help him siah, say me and him stand at the two guys side. Please lah, I even got into fight with  my boyfriend because I keep shooting you siah. Say my boyfriend didnt help you? He is obviously helping you siah, say him diamdiam sit there say anything?
So good, wah, pro ah him. Still can say until he didnt do wrong, didnt say. Friends? Funny shyt. EEE.

6 days work at home. Meow

OKAY, boss and her family and the other worker went to china at 2am this morning, oh yeaaaah, brought home the laptop from the working place because need to use computer to work, and no need use my boyfriend home's laptop cause his sister, cousin want to use too. But I no need to go work my boyfriend have to go, sienz lor, even whole day can play computer. Miss him, later still have to go out alone to eat :(, poor thing me.

Best job ever.

HAHAHA, LIKE THE TITLE, BEST JOB EVER, having 6 days off day with pay cause boss family and the other worker going to china for 6 days, HOLIDAY WITH PAY, omg, although I also have to bring some work back home to do, but is a easy work. HAHA, lucky mememememe ;D Everyday at work playing computer, reading book. Planning this six days have to go where play le. Goodbye peeps.

My boyfriend dont deserve that

Fuck those people who think my boyfriend sleep in his aunt's factory where he work, fuck those people think that he didnt try hard to be punctual, fuck those double faces say different thing in front of him and his family. Do you know he had pride, do you know how stress is it to work in his aunt's factory. Doing one thing wrong, whole family will like know it.

I rather he quit his work, I rather he happy jobless.

Haiz.

Haiz....

Although we are almost 24 hours stick together, I still feel something empty inside my heart. You change, :( and I think I change too. The starting of our relationship is definitely the most sweetest part, and the part I misses most. Starting be with you my thinking was I die also must be with you, married you until old, but now what I think was will I be happy continue being with you as you make my heart hurts so many times and you wouldnt change. A person like me who dont like to cry, cry for you almost everyday. From starting you will comfort me until now you can just ignore and walk away. Stressed. I dont want to continue but I cant bear to let go after one year and three month of our relationship.

But I believe one day I really just cant stand it, I will leave and never turn back again.

I still love you very much. :)

Forever

Evelyn ow, 16 this year.

If interested please contact me on facebook :P

The only girl that I will go crazy with, do bad things with, and embarrass with in public. 

GREEN PANTIES, OOPS HAHAHAHA.

Finally meet up after 1 year plus. The uneasy feeling immediately gone after seeing her. :D 

I thought we will drift apart, but we didnt, THATS IS FRIENDSHIP. 

I only willing to take unglam pictures with this bitch, other people I will tell them delete :P, except for the green panties HAHAHA. 

I miss going crazy with you, I miss talking crap with you, I miss creating trouble with you, I miss being your toilet and you being mine toilet. I miss everything with you. ;sob ;sob. 

Things change, but not our friendship OKAY. 

Ps: I love this guy.

The feeling you give me is insecure. INSECURE INSECURE. I think a lot. Bad things. Why wont you make me feel secure, after so many things, you still wont understand what I want. Sad.

Yeah, I am talking about you.

This is where I can write a lot of things that the group of people wont understand. Why even they did understand, come bite me lor. I knew that you will be saying I am too close to the person you love, the stupid guy. Who are you to him, a ex-gf or someone who say lovehim and end up stead with other guy. Even though he like you, but you two weren't girlboyfriend. I was once your so good friend, I know what you saying about me just like you say other people.

I borrow homework to copy, I discuss maths, physic with him, I joke with him, just like what you did to other boys. I know what word you'll say, slut, you say so many time on other girls. Please lah, who more slut, look at yourself, didnt reject your admirer's gifts and sososo even you say how many times you love him. You wont even get back to him cause you know you wont got any admirer if you are attached. You even love other guys and keep finding excuses. Just like I say those sentence to you today. You know what I saying, but you only will say worst behind my back.

Really digust me. Argh.

Anyways, Today wake up at 4:50am cause didnt go back to school dormitry yesterday have to get up early for the 2hour journey I hate this school. So far. Maybe want transfer school haiz. I miss singapore so fucking much siah. cibai.

Back again and then yeah, more taiji coming out too. Dont use stupid excuses. Dont dare jiu shi dont dare. Why say until you dont want dirty your hand what. Dont you think you are the one who is more childish? Although not my problem but I like kpo so what. EAT ME LAH WHOREs.

MISS BVSS.

Its been four months since the last time I blog. Now I am, in School Library blogging now HAHA. Happy these days, although looked like lonely but I am actually very happy inside. I dont know why but I dont hate anyone, I feel like I grown up like that liao. Listening to the things they say behind, is like listening to a joke, sometimes really make me wanted to laugh so much. Why so childish, havent grow up like that, so I choose not to say them back, I wonder how much they can say me yeah.

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COME ON 2013 ! COME EAT ME :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR HAHA, Okay not quite happy cause later going back to school dorm. sad.

School life? Wow, looking forward to it huh. Haiz, lesser time to see dear pig le :( 2013 New year. It just another normal year I hope. Nothing bad happen again please. Every year I get something, I lose something, I understand something. But 2012 I met this guy I want to be with forever :) Thanks for everything. Haha, dont know what to write ler. LOL. Ohyar SCHOOL :( . Because of having damn school, I can only see him once in a week :( FUCK IT. Cause I stay in school dorm and freaking far away from his place. Damn it. Anyways, I will study hard this year...ah whatever, I said that every year -.- Guess I just wanna be myself, dont live for anybody. HAHA. I want to live out my own character ;D YEAHYEAHYEAH <3 :=":" i="i" nbsp="nbsp" p="p" rock="rock">

Imissyou already :(