Last day of 2011...

Today is the last day of 2011. I getting scared when the time slowly slowly past. This year past too fast. Maybe because the days I have been is repeating over and over again. Everyday the same. I hate this year, it change my life. 2011 happen alot of things, but I felt the time really gone to fast.

Will be Countdown-ing at home.
Wish there is no THE END OF THE WORLD.
I wish 2012 will be a better year for me.
I wish my friends wont forget me.
I wish I can go school.
I wish my singing improve.
I wish ...
I wish ...
I wish my sister can be like the past.
I wish everybody will be happy.
I wish next year I wont cry a lot.
I wish I will have a brand new life.
I wish can get lots ang bao money.
I wish my mother will be healthy.
I wish I have the strength to protect the person I want to.
I wish I am always cheerful.
I wish peace.
I wish I can go Singapore often.
I wish there is no disaster.
I wish my future will be good.
I wish to ...

A lot.

PS: 2012, I wait for you.

So...

So, I reached home about 1 and half hour ago. Leg pain for wearing high heels. I just bathe finish. Eva went to sleep. Natalie bathing. Father watching TV. Sister in law in room using computer.
I getting more and more afraid now.
I dont know my future will be what kind.
Really despair.

Happy Christmas Eve

Happy Christmas Eve !!

Tomorrow is Christmas ^^, I first write here MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU GUYS!
I never ever ever celebrate Christmas before. And dont know why had to be celebrate. This year Christmas I will be alone bah :) . Well, is just like other normal day. So, nothing change my life much. Ohmygod, Left few days will be the end of 2011. GOSH, I hate it.
Got two reason.
FIRST, It means 7months more I will be 15, OLDOLDOLD.
SECOND, I will everyday scared that THE WORLD WILL END.

Mygod, I so Childish ^^ .

This picture, I read it, suddenly I feel so much want to cry :( .

Yesterday was tired & fun & blahblahblah.
Went see movie with Evelyn, Jiawei, Eugenia, Aleefa, Dexter. The movie we watch is..... uh.... aye.... AIYA, forget larh. Movie jiu movie. Anyways is nice ^^.
Blahblahblahblah.
Lazy say..
Yeah...
HAHAHHA..
SO....
Yeah..
THE END.

TYPE OF BOY

Type of boy.

Yesterday midnight, when playing truth or dare, someone ask me what type of guy I like ~.~
I replied I prefer guy older then me 6 to 10 years old de. I like mature guys, taller, shoulder wide. IT is only prefer only >< . BECAUSE these days I am totally addicted to one novel. The male lead older then female lead a lot.
Cuase the male lead very mature mah, so very caring, understanding, blahblahblah, so currently the type of boy I like for the "time being" is this type.
Just like before the type of boys I like is quiet type one. mygosh >~<.
But actually, I think, when the right one came to your life, the type you like all those like not counted.
So I guess, I will be waiting for the right one to come ^^ , yeah, wait long long.

E3 CLASS CHALET.

These two days is so much fun ^^ , it is the most memorable day in 2011 I had.

At 12pm, we meet at Jurong East de MRT with Evelyn, Dawnie, JoeyL, Qifang, Dexter, Matthew, Heng Boon. Then we take MRT towards Pasir Ris. Otw to there, we talk alot crap inside the MRT, wahahahaha. When we reach, we go to the mall there de Fair Price buy Tibits&Drinks&BBQ stuffs. Then we take cab to Costa Sands Resort (Downtown East) met Choon Hock. Room number 1232. ^^ Then we play cardss gamble with money ^^ Then half way, Jia Wei & Ivan come. Then Jiawei become banker. LOL. Roxanne, Jin Fen, Joy & Edlyn came. Anyways till the last game, Qifang is the biggest winner! Won $50 siah. We then play blind mice in the room. Is very fun (Y).
Then we go rent bicycle and cycle. Then me & Joey first give back the bicycle, we went to the cake shop see cake. We want to celebrate Dawnie's birthday ^^. Met Junde there.
Then we met Evelyn and go back room rest. Then the rest of the people back liao. Then the boys go do the BBQ thingy lor. Then girls one by one go down help. Then we poke the sausage & Hotdog, Chickens & satay. Drinks & Tibits. And the cake for Dawnie birthday. Fun lah.
Then we play games ah lahlahlah. Then go bathe, lalalalala. Jiawei is the first go bathe, he kena take out shorts by the other boys ~.~

AND THAT NIGHT PEOPLE WHO STAY OVERNIGHT DREAM THE SAME DREAM. (Y)
Me
Evelyn
Dawnie
JoeyL
Edlyn
JinFen
Joy
Jia Wei
Dexter
Junde
Choon Hock
Heng Boon
Matthew
Ivan
Stayed overnight ^^ .

We went eat Macdonald for breakfast at about 6am. Jiawei alone at the room's toilet sleeping. LOLOL. Then we after breakfast went back room, I tired, lie on the bed straight sleep. Woken up by some stupid knocking door. I go open door then back to sleep. Tired ah. Trying to stay awake. Then Joy's mother came fetch her. Then I take Joy's mother car with Jin fen go home. I sleep in the car ~.~ Then reach home sleep. (Y)

I wish siah, will have E3 Chalet again. But.. just like dk who says, next year different class le. argh :( . Make me sho sad.

I want to have a relationship that will forever last long.

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱，就算吵架 就算生气 就算分开 也会再在一起。
我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱，就算我们很忙 就算我们很累 只要见到彼此就会温馨一笑。我们会一直走下去。
我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱，蹒跚漫步 夕阳西下 白头到老 相濡以沫。然后轻抚着你的脸庞轻声说句：对你的感觉一直都在。

11th December 2011

DAWNIE'S BIRTHDAY !

Meet Eugenia & Si Yuan at Jurong Point there meet. Then we go do cake, decorate ourself ^^ . Then Edlyn come and join the DECORATION <3 . We do it for quite a long time. Then we take bus go Dawnie house there the bus stop and wait for Dexter. He DYE HIS HAIR. Then we went to Dawn house outside, hide the cake behind the walls, then DINGDONG. When we went in the house, we tell Dawnie's mother to keep the cake in the fridge ^^. Then we go to Dawnie's room. Play violin, chat, lalalalala. Then Dawn's mother tell us come out eat lunch~
YI DA LI MIAN <3 Sausage! Ham! Chicken wings! Eat & watch a chinese movies. Damn nice to eat and damn full.
After eating we sneak the cake out and want to surprise Dawn, but we failed :( I think.
Then we went out, go take Neoprints, then Joey came.
Then we go KBOX @ Safra. Sing ah sing, about 1hours, Eugenia went home. Then on the third hours, Dawn, Si yuan, Dexter go play pool. Then on the third&half hour, Joey went home. Last half hour me and Edlyn high like fuck LOL.
Then we go pool there learn to play from Dawnieeeee. I think I am so smart, Fast to learn XD.
Then we went Macdonald eat dinner. Dexter first go. Then chatchat. Then go home :D.

THE END <3

SHINee ♥

A happy post here. ^^ Yeah, now I am brighten up because a small good things!

Listen to SHINee's first Japanese studio album. All nice song!
1. "Lucifer" (Japanese version)
2. "Amigo" (Japanese version)
3. "Juliette" (Japanese version)
4. "Better"
5. "To Your Heart"
6. "Always Love"
7. "Replay" (Japanese version)
8. "Start"
9. "Love Like Oxygen" (Japanese version)
10. "Hello" (Japanese version)
11. "The Shinee World" (Japanese version)
13. "Stranger" (Bonus track)

Nice. Anyways, every song from SHINee all nice.
I think their new songs are too warm. Aiya, dont know how to say. I like them singing song like Lucifer, Amigo, those 很带劲的歌.

ANYWAYS, SHINEE FTW ! ♥♥♥♥

I actually is a very stupid person. And really very easy to be happy one.

When I despair, when I cry and hide under my blanket, when I just wish I can disappear on this world, even a smallest good news will make me brighten up. Even it has nothing to do with what I despair, cry for. And I also will because a small thing despair till die. Just like today, I read a novel, inside there is a scene a family is eating the mother's cook happily. Very happy one. Then I brightly smile for awhile then think about in the past I also have a scene like that, but now, I at home alone, havent eat for whole day, text mother tell her to pack food.
What she reply? "Who cares you." I cry. LOL, why I cry for? Why the fuck I cry for? Because I miss my mother's cooking? Because I miss when my mother scold me for sneaking in the kitchen secretly eat food? Because I miss when we sit on the table eating dinner and talk about TV shows and gossip?


If I can go back in time for one minute to see my mother in the past, I will kill her :) Before I was even born, and slowly disappear from this world.

SHOP at JP

Meet Evelyn at JP at 2pm. Went Pepper Lunch eat :D . Then we went Rubi Shoe shop about 1 & half hour, I bought 2 shoes while Evelyn bought one shoes, rings, earrings & necklace. Then we went cotton on. I BOUGHT & a $40 jeans & a clothes. Evelyn BOUGHT a $35 shorts ^^. Then we went MOSburger there eat dinner. After that we met Hoongfeng to go guardian bu his dye color thingy. Then we walk around, see things. Then go home ! THE END

PS: I dream last night, we group of friends go gambling ~.~

Work & Work (Y)

OKAY, Wake up at 7am because of a stupid fucker call. I pick up and shout "HELLO?" in a cb tone. Is my mother's friend cant call my mother's phone so call my phone. Her friend tell me to wake my mother up. I then say "NB" then kup the phone. Then prepare, went to Batok wait Evelyn. We eat out breakfast then take MRT all the way to Bugis. Then work TIME :D.
............................................................After work.....
I and Evelyn go Cotton on BUY clothes and short ^^ . Then we go bus stop take bus go home. We be meeting tomorrow for shopping ^.^ .

PS: I dream last night slapping a bitch over and over again. Maybe I want to slap her so much. Will be doing it when meet her though :D .

1st November 2011

This post is about yesterday de ^^ So, went to Bukit Gombak wait for Hui Ling after her CCA, I eat at ananas cafe, then went to Swiss cottage there meet Hui Ling, then we went to eat sushi :D . Then we bought strawberry milk then go take MRT to Tampanies. ARGH. Then we met Zen, then we go do the sell toothbrush de lor ^^. We run 3 block. Leg pain siah :( . Ohfuck. But is fun lah. Then after that we went to eat dinner at coffee shop. Then we went home .

Ps: LOL. My mother gimmie 40$ for the work yesterday (Y) .