...

why again ?

why when i gather up my courage want to love again ,

the same problem pop out ?

Reali reali hate tis kind of feelings .

Did i did wrong in my last life ?

T.T

T.T

T.T

hate it .

凸=.=凸

I dont know how to start it ..

You are not handsome ,

not nice looking .

You are just a Normal boy in millions of it.

I dont know why i like you ,

I dont know .

It juz ...

You become more active like the others boy .

You result are not outstanding ,

But also not bad ..

You are like a cloud ,

Can easily change shape ,

Let people cant see through you ,

See what you thinking ,

or feel .

When i know you like her that time ,

I start Noticing you .

Thats when i start liking you a bit by a bit .

Untill now ,

It had become more ..

I know ,

YOu dont like me .

Maybe be even dislike me ,

But when i found out ,

I still cant stop liking you .

I very confuse ,

What thing makes me so like you ?

Then i heard from others ,

Love no need reason ,

Just love .

So i keep liking you ,

Until today ,

I suddenly remember a sentence ,

"Why give up the whole forest for the tree ? "

So ..

I decide to give up .

Today .

I want to keep all the memories i have to you ,

in a box .

So Goodbye ..

This is the end of my waiting ..

PS: Be Happy ..

Todae is a long day ..!

Well ,

I late ..

7.20++

but i stand for 2hr and have to serve DCs after sch ..

Cos i am "rude"

then go back to class ...

BORIN ..

REcess came by .

Forgot to bring my wallet ..

Borrow money from edlyn and Ziying .

$1 each .

Forget to give it aft recess cos is chinese ,

Raining heavily ..

Aft chinese ,

science ?

Well ,

Teacher talks about sex organs ,

Cells ,

Puberty ,

periods ,

or whatever .

then aft school go do dc ..

then go home .(I guai kia)

then prepare go malaysia .

reach there ,

wait for a damn long time .

Big sis finally appear .

Then we go bank take money .

Go eat mac donald hehe ..

then take some pictures ,

eat finish go popular .

saw lots of novels cover page look like some of the gurl in class .

So i take down ..

post the picture later .

Then go waston ,

walk around then go home .

play computer till now ,

Goin 5 am lerh .

直到发觉变了,

才知道会变的.

现在才想到,

人都会长大,

人都会变.

每个人都会 ..



Now then realised it change ,

relised it Will change .

Now then remember ,

People will Grow ,

People will change .

Everybody will ..



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Go lan do the LMS thingy ,

atleast beter then looking at the teacher bah ?

LOL .

Go home at about 9pm .

YAWN*


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呃..十二点了..晚餐吃 鸡蛋炒番茄 和 沙丁鱼 ! :)
eh.. midnight ler .. Dinner eat egg fry tomato and sardine ! :)
我和大姐做的哦,大姐还特地去网上查呢 ! :D
I cook with my Big sis orh, Big sis still check online ne ! :D
看起来很好吃哦 ? 真的很好吃呢 ! !
Look delicious hor ? Realli taste nice leh ! !
眼睛大大大大大大大大大!!!! O.O
Eyes BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG!!!! O.O
好凉快哦!!
So COOOL !!
吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRH!!!!!
卡哇伊!!! :P
KAWAYI!!! :P
猪猪猪!!! O(oo)O
PIG PIG PIG!!! O(oo)O
哆啦A梦!! 可爱可爱 !!
Doraemon!! cute cute !!
摇摇我的头 !!
Shake shake my head !!

海绵海绵 !!
Sponge Sponge !!可爱滴猫 !! :l
Cuty Cat !! :l
满足 ! 绿茶雪糕 !
Saaaatiiiiiifiiiis ! Green tea icecream !
(Y)
(Y)
呃,好像绿色大便..
eh,look like green shit..

大姐 !
Big Sis !
泡泡糖 :O
Bubble Gum :O
CHEESEEE!! :)

我若常常笑 , 那便会忘了哭是什么样子..
恨你恨你不懂 .
我真的等你等到心痛 .
我付出的心有多深重 .
等你等到我心痛 ,
等你等到没有梦 .

If I laugh too often , I will forget how to cry ..
hate you hate you dont know .
I really wait you untill heart pain .
I contribute My heart so much .
wait you untill heart pain .
wait you untill no dream .

昨晚跟Joey.k玩真心话大冒险 ，
大冒险吗~
Joey.k教我去打给他说Fuckin Bitch 。
打给他 ，
说了 ，
他没听到 ，
因为我们一直笑 ！
还有很多阿 ，
譬如跟墙跳钢管舞 ，
跟卖水机跳钢管舞 。
很多很多 。
昨晚真的笑了很多 ，
很多 。
但 ，
这短短的快乐 ，
这能维持多久 。。
能维持多长 。。

Yesterday night play truth or dare with Joey.k ,
For dare~
Joey.k dare me to call him and say Fucking Bitch .
Call him ,
say le ,
He cant hear ,
Cause we keep laughing !
And got alot alot ar ,
Like Dance pole dance wif the wall ,
Dance pole dance with vending machine .
And alot alot .
Yesterday really laugh alot ,
Alot .
But ,
this short happiness ,
Can Last how long ..
Last how long ..

未来是明天 ，
明天是未来 。
对于我 。
没有未来的明天 ，
没有明天的未来 。

Future is Tomorrow ,
Tomorrow is Future .
For me .
Dont have Future de Tomorrow ,
Dont have Tomorrow de Future .

好闷哦 ,
前天晚上呢 ,
嘿嘿 ,
因该是我最开心的一晚吧 ,
我第一次梦到他喔 .
梦到他什么 ,
都忘了 ,
只记得他咯 .
呵呵 .
可是 ,
那梦好假 ,
好假 ..
让我有手 ,
都 ..
抓不到 .....
为什么 ,
为什么我只能偷偷望着你 ,
望着你望着别人呢 ?
也许你从不知道 ,
也许你不想知道 ,
当你看着别人时 ,
你有没有想到 ,
有人也在看着你 .

So boring ,
The night before yesterday ,
hehe ,
Must be the best night i ever had ,
Thats was the first night i ever dream about him .
Dream about what ,
Forget liaoz ,
Only remember him ,
hehe .
But ,
That dream are too fake ,
Too fake ..
Let me got hand ,
also ..
Cant catch it .....
why ..
why i only can secretly look at you ,
look at you to see you look at others ?
Maybe you never know ,
Maybe you dont want to know ,
When you look at others ,
Do you ever think before ,
Somebody are also looking at you .

我抱着我的梦醒来 ，
我抱着我的孤单醒来 。

I hug my Dream Awake ,
I hug my Lonely Awake .