Today last day of 2010 , but i am still , alone .

啦啦

現在三點多了哦

老哥去唱k

說一點多回來買麥當勞

薯條給我

現在幾點啦!

我的薯條叻?!

老哥人叻?!

Me^^Cancer-巨蟹座

洋溢爱心的女巨蟹座需要忠诚的亲密关系。容易动心，情绪起伏不定，喜怒哀乐全写在脸

上。她非常需要亲密感，但是她要的感情不是爆炸性的短暂恋爱，而是稳定持久的忠诚伴

侣关系。她对幸福的定义少不了育儿、家庭和母性，所以她愿意结婚生子。不可捉摸、不

诚恳的男性让她紧张、不信任;约好通话或见面， 却又失约的男人最令她厌恶。她的伴侣最

好和她一样重视亲密关系和婚姻，他必须是坚强的，能随时支援她。此外，她们认为忠

诚、实在也是伴侣不可缺少的一项品质。

Mother?

what a familar and strange word .
Regret ?
Not my fault .
You born me .
Your fault .
you blamn yourself .
Balmn me for ?
I dont even care .
Want to kill me ?
Go ahead .
I dont care .
Your fault .
Stop saying is my fault .
you think i want you to be my ..?
I dont even want .
why dont you go abortion before i even born ?
Let me suffer all those things .
For what ?
You Getting heart attack ?
Then ?
Still smoke .
Die la die la .
You die ?
I dont care .
I am sick of you .
You die ?
I will not cry .
Not a drop of tears .
Maybe i laugh .
Becos ?
You
DIE .

Shyt .

Why love is so complicated ?

My Movie

我知道我连1%的机会都没有..

可是..

我还很喜欢你

非常

非常

即使在被伤之后

我还是

很

喜.

欢.

你.

:D
LOL .
I feel Like i am so Childish ,
Digimon xD
LOLOLOLOL .
Watching becos my two brother and one sister
Watch it xD
LOL .
So copy them ,
MUAHAHAHHAa .

如果一切能跟他们所说的发展,
那...做朋友就好吧..

101205 手牽手家庭與社區融合日 - 鹹魚

Walau .

We are in!
Dexter Chua
Evelyn Ow
Lee Hui Ling
Me
Lee Jia Hao
:D
I look fat neh T^T
LOL .
Walau .
So shy xD

Very boring :(
Audiaudiaudi...
弹弹堂弹弹堂弹弹堂弹弹堂弹弹堂..
facebookfacebookfacebook...
twittertwittertwitter...
SICK OF THOSE .
BUT ,
wat can i do beside it ?
Eat myself =-= ?

我已经改了,
为何你还不要我？

http://zhidao.baidu.com/question/204440426.html
http://zhidao.baidu.com/question/204410564.html

eh , tis two web i s i go there ask about science holidae hmwk the question ,
then got answer come out eh , hehehhehehehe .

Go to Ngee ann poly wif
Evelyn
Huiling
JiaHao
&
Dexter .
Cos got carnival ^_^
we meet at 9am at currypuff there
hehe ,
Then we take a bus 61 ,
Then we got off early one bus stop ,
so we take again .
Super hot ,
Evelyn and I take a balloon ,
So childish ,
LOL .
Dexter oso take ,
But in the end we let go liao lor .
Then we go other place buy drink sit down ,
Well, i think i slap someone
hehe .
LALALA ,
Then we go back to the carnival and saw
黄靖伦~
haha ,
But Photo nicer then him ,
HOHOHO .
Then we use the ticket buy food lor ,
then eat liao go Lan play ,
Games ,
Audition ,
Blacshot(I found it quite nice)
Like tad oni lor ,
But huiling didnt want to play T^T .
Then we go near Evelyn house there play block catching ,
HAHA .
At first we let Dexter and Jiahao
Be catcher ,
LOL .
We bully .
HAHA.
Then we hide in a stair case ,
When we found out we run from other staircase ,
Run down ,
Then at about 4th floor i stop and see if anybody ,
THEN THEN THEN ,
VRY UNLUCKY ,
DEXTER WALKING THERE ,
AND SAW US!
Evelyn run down ,
I and HuiLing Run up ,
Then i am first to kena catch dao =-=.
Sienz .
Then ,
Me Evelyn HuiLing be catcher lor ,
Evelyn catch Dexter ,
Becos Dexter Stand there like statue ,
Say dunnoe How play .
LOL .
Jiahao ran down first floor ,
Dexter spit silivar to him LOL .
Then we go to the nearest playground play ,
Blind mice ,
Colour catching ,
All Dexter Catcher ,
Yar ,
WE BULLY DE .
HuiLing shoe spoilt ,
I so kind take out my shoe let her wear ,
And wear her shoe .
LALALA,
Who tell I so Kind ,
LOL .
bhb ~
Then we go to 7eleven .
Buy drinks .
When going to go another playground ,
I snatch Dexter one shoe and take out the spoilt one and wear ,
Then Evelyn take the spoilt shoe and wear ,
LOL .
Then we go to playground play colour catching ,
Dexter ofcos is catcher AGAIN .
Becos he run vry fast T^T .
Then hide and seek .
LALALA .
Then go home Lor ,
Go back Msia .
MUAHAHAHHA .
YAYA ,
I keep going back .
Bobian ,
I like .

Alone ,
This time is realli Alone .
In the past ,
although is In the day ,
He is asleep ,
but i am not alone .
Now ,
Even in the night ,
I will still be alone .

田馥甄-寂寞寂寞就好MV完整版

我的心太冷...
等着你来疼,
恨自己没有用..
这城市太冷漠,
孤单的只剩下我......

Well ,
Yesterday super fun .~
HAHA ..
FUNNY seh .
Yesterday morning i first go to my student house ,
And tuition him chinese .
Its a vry naughty boy ,
But i am not guai either!!
HAHA ..
Then 12 reach home ,
I see a novel then go west mall meet huiling.
We read some books waiting for Evelyn to comecomecome.
Abt half or one hour ?
Evelyn came then we went out of the library .
Outside SUPER lots ppl .
And we know why ,
Becos of the mediacorp artist coming .
The 欧萱啊？戴阳天啊？郭亮？
and more who is acting in a show 破天网.
Well ,
So we was like squeezing and squeezing ,
Finally out of westmall , phew.
Then we decided to go Jurong point .
Becos Evelyn like to take MRT.
LOLOLOL .
HAHA .
MUAHAHAHA ...
then we reach there
I keep shouting hungry T^T .
So we go eat long john silver or watever it is call .
HAHA ..
Then we go look around the mall lor ,
And i oni say some clothes is for fat de ,
Some is for Pregnant de ?
Evelyn laugh ??
And when we go toilet mah .
I was trying to made Huiling go in to boys toilet , not success .
LOL .
Then when we go out of toilet forgot why ,
Evelyn strt running ,
I strt Chasing .
HAHA .
Huiling walk slowly behind .
Okay skipskipskip .
We in the end buy frendship bands and all those small small things .
Then i and evelyn go take bus ,
Huiling take mrt to cck .
LALA .
we take 174 to beauty world beside de lan .
And plyply audi , then evelyn run home becos is was like 730++ ler.
Then i go back Msia .
And dyed my hair brown ,
But some of the amount take by brother T^T ,
I dun think enough for my hair ..
THEN 4++ then sleep lor .
Sienz ..
Okay buaiis .
I wan ply audi ler .

RAISINGSTAR=DEXTERCHUA

EveDoraemon=EVELYNOW

LoveDolphin4ever&LoveDolphin4ev=JOREENKOH

XiiaoChrome=JESSTAN

Lazy ,

hmm ,

Just back to malaysia ,

while

AGAIN , LOL ..

hehe .

Abit lonely ~

Bo 1E3 Noisy sound mah..

HAHA .

But the most happi thing i have is ,

I watch ....

HARRY POTTER AND DEATHLY HALLOWS !

Part one .

ONLY .

Sob**

T^T

Dun jealous eh ..

HAHAz .

LONG time no post eh ?

Nothing to post maah ,

whole day in home play audition ,

Audition and audition .

Just come back from malaysia .

I FORGOT TO BRING BACK MY PHONE .

Anywayzz , tmr strt working ler ,

Teach a p3 xiao didi chinese ,

one month 32 dollars only ,

sat 1 and half hour , $8 .

Ltr go out wif friends !

Now feeling bit dizzy neh .

Sleep awhile bah !

bye~

OKAY !

Actually i sibeh dun wan to post !

but the BIGMOUTH ALEEFA want !

AND you THEN GET PREGNANT LAR !

-.- !

curse me eh you .

I clean clean the leh ,

LOL !

haha !

hehe !

i dun noe wat to say la .

Juz a bit sad ,

No school till nxt year .

haiz .

BRRRRRRRRhhhhhh .

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我还能爱谁呢？？？



I still can love who ??

今天没什么特别，

早早去马来西亚，

然后呆在大姐办公室到晚上.

吃东西，

看看天，

月亮好圆哦！

好漂亮呢.



Todae nth special ,

Early go malaysia ,

stay in sis office untill night .

go eat things,

Look at the sky ,

THE MOON ARE SO ROUND !

beautiful !

Aiyoz Ca2 / Sa2



ENG : 56.6/ 48.3



HMT : 65.7/ 64.3



DnT : 41.1 / 61.7



LIT : 48.7/ 54



Math: 47.7/ 51



SCI : 53.3/ 60.5



GEO : 44.3/ 56



AFTER 30% of Ca2

70% of Sa2



ENG : 50.79

HMT : 64.72

DnT : 55.52

LIT : 52.41

Math: 50.01

SCI : 58.34

GEO : 52.49


Hmmm ,

I AM HAPPI ABT IT .

COS PASSS !



Todae in Sci lesson ,

Ms THAM late .

Then i think she juz want to change subject

or her late ,

SHE scold US !

then she ask ,

Who is Happi abt their science marks ?

i

Qifang

Joey

and Evelyn ?

Raise hand .

I say

Becos i pass ,

I HAPPI !

HAHAz .

Then principle

come in

talk talk talk .

Finish ,

tell me go down office wif her

say 2hr stand or i cant study anymore .

WTF ?

okay lor ,

i stand .

From 945 to 1035

Break frm 1035 to 1055

stand again frm 1055 to 1210

then go back .

Haiz .

LEG PAIN AR !

..

go back class.

take result .

ENGLISH PASS !

happi like hell .

nonid to leave E3 ler .

HEHE ...

and

我不是坏小孩.

凭什么我付出的都没有回报？

Freakin tired .Freaking tired .Freaking tired .
Fucking sian . Fucking sian . Fucking sian .

朋友(friend) ,

you are not alone .

I noe you dun wish to like tad .

I noe you noe is too late .

but is nvr too late .

I noe you dun like to be like tis .

I noe you wan to be like the past .

You can change .

Is just .

You want or not .

Is never too late .

You are not alone .

You have me ,

your frens .

你这样(you like tis .),

很多人都在心痛(Alot of ppl heart pains .) .

Fren .

We are always be ur side .

It is never too late .

%&^$%^*#

&^%&*$)

*(&%*&%)&*%^)^)&*

u*^&*^&*)^&^&

*&%&*(%*%&



WHAT THE HELL ?!

FUCK YOU ! _l_ 

I rather DUNWAN the CHANCE ! 

WHo DO YOU THINK I AM ?

DOG AR ?

CHANCe 

WHO WANs ! 

FUCK YOU !

我等了又等..

.

累了..

.

你几时才回复我?

.

几时给我答案..

.

让我快点痛..

.

不要再让我等了..

.

要伤我快点伤我吧...

.

I wait and wait ..

.

Tired ..

.

When can you reply me?

.

When give me answer..

.

Let me faster pain..

.

Dont let me wait le..

.

Want hurt me faster hurt bah..

我为你哭了 ,

你知道吗 ?

我为你心疼了 ,

你发现了吗?

我爱你 ,

你了解吗?

我爱你 ,

你爱她 .

她爱他 .

他爱她 .

为什么 ?

每个人都在爱别人 ...



I cry for you ,

Do you know ?

I cause of you my heart pain ,

Do you found out ?

I love you ,

Do you understand ?

I love you ,

You love her ,

She love him ,

He love her .

Why ?

Everybody love others ...

Maybe i am crazy ..

Ya ,

i am ..

............. ...................

can t slp ..

4 am lerh ..
s
till cant slp .

T^T

爱那么痛 ,

那么悲伤 .

错了就是错了 ..

再爱上他的时候 ,

他已经爱上别人了 ..

其实 ..

我也没那么好过 ..


友情与爱情 ,

情敌与爱人 .

该怎么选择 ?



Love so pain ,

so sad .

Wrong is Wrong ..

When love him once again ,

he love other lerh ..

Actually ..

I didnt feel good that time either ..



Friendship and Relationship ,

Enemy and Loves .

How to choose ?

...

why again ?

why when i gather up my courage want to love again ,

the same problem pop out ?

Reali reali hate tis kind of feelings .

Did i did wrong in my last life ?

T.T

T.T

T.T

hate it .

凸=.=凸

I dont know how to start it ..

You are not handsome ,

not nice looking .

You are just a Normal boy in millions of it.

I dont know why i like you ,

I dont know .

It juz ...

You become more active like the others boy .

You result are not outstanding ,

But also not bad ..

You are like a cloud ,

Can easily change shape ,

Let people cant see through you ,

See what you thinking ,

or feel .

When i know you like her that time ,

I start Noticing you .

Thats when i start liking you a bit by a bit .

Untill now ,

It had become more ..

I know ,

YOu dont like me .

Maybe be even dislike me ,

But when i found out ,

I still cant stop liking you .

I very confuse ,

What thing makes me so like you ?

Then i heard from others ,

Love no need reason ,

Just love .

So i keep liking you ,

Until today ,

I suddenly remember a sentence ,

"Why give up the whole forest for the tree ? "

So ..

I decide to give up .

Today .

I want to keep all the memories i have to you ,

in a box .

So Goodbye ..

This is the end of my waiting ..

PS: Be Happy ..

Todae is a long day ..!

Well ,

I late ..

7.20++

but i stand for 2hr and have to serve DCs after sch ..

Cos i am "rude"

then go back to class ...

BORIN ..

REcess came by .

Forgot to bring my wallet ..

Borrow money from edlyn and Ziying .

$1 each .

Forget to give it aft recess cos is chinese ,

Raining heavily ..

Aft chinese ,

science ?

Well ,

Teacher talks about sex organs ,

Cells ,

Puberty ,

periods ,

or whatever .

then aft school go do dc ..

then go home .(I guai kia)

then prepare go malaysia .

reach there ,

wait for a damn long time .

Big sis finally appear .

Then we go bank take money .

Go eat mac donald hehe ..

then take some pictures ,

eat finish go popular .

saw lots of novels cover page look like some of the gurl in class .

So i take down ..

post the picture later .

Then go waston ,

walk around then go home .

play computer till now ,

Goin 5 am lerh .

直到发觉变了,

才知道会变的.

现在才想到,

人都会长大,

人都会变.

每个人都会 ..



Now then realised it change ,

relised it Will change .

Now then remember ,

People will Grow ,

People will change .

Everybody will ..



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Go lan do the LMS thingy ,

atleast beter then looking at the teacher bah ?

LOL .

Go home at about 9pm .

YAWN*


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呃..十二点了..晚餐吃 鸡蛋炒番茄 和 沙丁鱼 ! :)
eh.. midnight ler .. Dinner eat egg fry tomato and sardine ! :)
我和大姐做的哦,大姐还特地去网上查呢 ! :D
I cook with my Big sis orh, Big sis still check online ne ! :D
看起来很好吃哦 ? 真的很好吃呢 ! !
Look delicious hor ? Realli taste nice leh ! !
眼睛大大大大大大大大大!!!! O.O
Eyes BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG!!!! O.O
好凉快哦!!
So COOOL !!
吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRH!!!!!
卡哇伊!!! :P
KAWAYI!!! :P
猪猪猪!!! O(oo)O
PIG PIG PIG!!! O(oo)O
哆啦A梦!! 可爱可爱 !!
Doraemon!! cute cute !!
摇摇我的头 !!
Shake shake my head !!

海绵海绵 !!
Sponge Sponge !!可爱滴猫 !! :l
Cuty Cat !! :l
满足 ! 绿茶雪糕 !
Saaaatiiiiiifiiiis ! Green tea icecream !
(Y)
(Y)
呃,好像绿色大便..
eh,look like green shit..

大姐 !
Big Sis !
泡泡糖 :O
Bubble Gum :O
CHEESEEE!! :)

我若常常笑 , 那便会忘了哭是什么样子..
恨你恨你不懂 .
我真的等你等到心痛 .
我付出的心有多深重 .
等你等到我心痛 ,
等你等到没有梦 .

If I laugh too often , I will forget how to cry ..
hate you hate you dont know .
I really wait you untill heart pain .
I contribute My heart so much .
wait you untill heart pain .
wait you untill no dream .

昨晚跟Joey.k玩真心话大冒险 ，
大冒险吗~
Joey.k教我去打给他说Fuckin Bitch 。
打给他 ，
说了 ，
他没听到 ，
因为我们一直笑 ！
还有很多阿 ，
譬如跟墙跳钢管舞 ，
跟卖水机跳钢管舞 。
很多很多 。
昨晚真的笑了很多 ，
很多 。
但 ，
这短短的快乐 ，
这能维持多久 。。
能维持多长 。。

Yesterday night play truth or dare with Joey.k ,
For dare~
Joey.k dare me to call him and say Fucking Bitch .
Call him ,
say le ,
He cant hear ,
Cause we keep laughing !
And got alot alot ar ,
Like Dance pole dance wif the wall ,
Dance pole dance with vending machine .
And alot alot .
Yesterday really laugh alot ,
Alot .
But ,
this short happiness ,
Can Last how long ..
Last how long ..

未来是明天 ，
明天是未来 。
对于我 。
没有未来的明天 ，
没有明天的未来 。

Future is Tomorrow ,
Tomorrow is Future .
For me .
Dont have Future de Tomorrow ,
Dont have Tomorrow de Future .

好闷哦 ,
前天晚上呢 ,
嘿嘿 ,
因该是我最开心的一晚吧 ,
我第一次梦到他喔 .
梦到他什么 ,
都忘了 ,
只记得他咯 .
呵呵 .
可是 ,
那梦好假 ,
好假 ..
让我有手 ,
都 ..
抓不到 .....
为什么 ,
为什么我只能偷偷望着你 ,
望着你望着别人呢 ?
也许你从不知道 ,
也许你不想知道 ,
当你看着别人时 ,
你有没有想到 ,
有人也在看着你 .

So boring ,
The night before yesterday ,
hehe ,
Must be the best night i ever had ,
Thats was the first night i ever dream about him .
Dream about what ,
Forget liaoz ,
Only remember him ,
hehe .
But ,
That dream are too fake ,
Too fake ..
Let me got hand ,
also ..
Cant catch it .....
why ..
why i only can secretly look at you ,
look at you to see you look at others ?
Maybe you never know ,
Maybe you dont want to know ,
When you look at others ,
Do you ever think before ,
Somebody are also looking at you .

我抱着我的梦醒来 ，
我抱着我的孤单醒来 。

I hug my Dream Awake ,
I hug my Lonely Awake .

其实听得很难受 。
却要开心的微笑 ，
说加油 。
好痛好痛 。
几时才能结束 。

世界上最遥远的距离 ，
是站在你面前 ，
却不能说 ，
我爱你 。

Actualli I hear untill very sad ,
But i still need to smile happily ,
Saying good luck to you .
So pain So pain .
When then can end .

The World longest distance ,
is stand infront of you ,
but still cant say ,
I LOVE YOU .

KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME
KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME
KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME
KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME
KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME

其实只要有心 ,
就可以重头来过 .
对啊 ,
只要有心就可以重头来过 .
可是 ,
如果那颗心已经死了呢 ?
还可以重头来过吗 ?
我的希望没了 .
我不想再痛苦了 .

Actualli got the heart ,
everything can be started again .
Yar ,
if got the heart everything can be started again .
But ,
If the heart already die ?
Can everything still be started again ?
My hope already gone .
I dont want to regret lerh .

今天好烂~
好暗
我好无助
我好痛苦
我好伤心

Today very lousy
very dark
I feel helpless
I feel pain
I feel sad

Today ,
Keep on plyin audition .
Lvl Eight Last Night .
Lvl Nine Tis MORNING .
Lvl Ten Night .




也许
我曾经爱过你
却被你一次次的伤害
也许
你从来都没有爱过我
只是我一厢情愿而已
也许
我应该放手
既然不爱我
就去找属于你的幸福
可是
我却放不开
因为我的爱至始至终
都
给了你..

Maybe
I Love you before
But you hurt me one time after one time
Maybe
You Never Love me before
Is juz My Imagination
Maybe
I should Let go
Since Dont Love me
Then Go and Find Your Happiness
But
I Cant let go
Cause My Love Has
Already
Given to You ..

BLACK MENTHOL !
I WAN I WAN ~
I WAN TO BUY FOR MY FREN !

嘶嘶 ..
闷啊 ..
两个小时前到马来西亚家 .
...
买了很多东西..

brr ..
juz bein bored ..
abt 2 hrs ago reach malaysia home .
...
buy eyeliner ,
lipstick ,
hairband
and a plastic ring .
phew ..


i dunno whether i am correct ..
He say he might like other gurl ,
He say he was nervous when he saw her .
he say he like become hyper when he saw her .
he say he like eat drug when he saw her .
he say he was like bhmp bhmp when he saw her .
he say ...... when he saw her ..
he say ...... when he saw her ..
when he saw her ..
he say ..
when he saw her ..
saw her ..
her ..

not me ..

I abit of sad ..

no ..

IS VERY SAD ..

I going to cry siah ..

actualli mah ..

I was in wrong .

haiz .

PS: boy , i love you .