未来是明天 ，
明天是未来 。
对于我 。
没有未来的明天 ，
没有明天的未来 。

Future is Tomorrow ,
Tomorrow is Future .
For me .
Dont have Future de Tomorrow ,
Dont have Tomorrow de Future .

好闷哦 ,
前天晚上呢 ,
嘿嘿 ,
因该是我最开心的一晚吧 ,
我第一次梦到他喔 .
梦到他什么 ,
都忘了 ,
只记得他咯 .
呵呵 .
可是 ,
那梦好假 ,
好假 ..
让我有手 ,
都 ..
抓不到 .....
为什么 ,
为什么我只能偷偷望着你 ,
望着你望着别人呢 ?
也许你从不知道 ,
也许你不想知道 ,
当你看着别人时 ,
你有没有想到 ,
有人也在看着你 .

So boring ,
The night before yesterday ,
hehe ,
Must be the best night i ever had ,
Thats was the first night i ever dream about him .
Dream about what ,
Forget liaoz ,
Only remember him ,
hehe .
But ,
That dream are too fake ,
Too fake ..
Let me got hand ,
also ..
Cant catch it .....
why ..
why i only can secretly look at you ,
look at you to see you look at others ?
Maybe you never know ,
Maybe you dont want to know ,
When you look at others ,
Do you ever think before ,
Somebody are also looking at you .

我抱着我的梦醒来 ，
我抱着我的孤单醒来 。

I hug my Dream Awake ,
I hug my Lonely Awake .

其实听得很难受 。
却要开心的微笑 ，
说加油 。
好痛好痛 。
几时才能结束 。

世界上最遥远的距离 ，
是站在你面前 ，
却不能说 ，
我爱你 。

Actualli I hear untill very sad ,
But i still need to smile happily ,
Saying good luck to you .
So pain So pain .
When then can end .

The World longest distance ,
is stand infront of you ,
but still cant say ,
I LOVE YOU .

KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME
KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME
KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME
KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME
KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME

其实只要有心 ,
就可以重头来过 .
对啊 ,
只要有心就可以重头来过 .
可是 ,
如果那颗心已经死了呢 ?
还可以重头来过吗 ?
我的希望没了 .
我不想再痛苦了 .

Actualli got the heart ,
everything can be started again .
Yar ,
if got the heart everything can be started again .
But ,
If the heart already die ?
Can everything still be started again ?
My hope already gone .
I dont want to regret lerh .

今天好烂~
好暗
我好无助
我好痛苦
我好伤心

Today very lousy
very dark
I feel helpless
I feel pain
I feel sad

Today ,
Keep on plyin audition .
Lvl Eight Last Night .
Lvl Nine Tis MORNING .
Lvl Ten Night .




也许
我曾经爱过你
却被你一次次的伤害
也许
你从来都没有爱过我
只是我一厢情愿而已
也许
我应该放手
既然不爱我
就去找属于你的幸福
可是
我却放不开
因为我的爱至始至终
都
给了你..

Maybe
I Love you before
But you hurt me one time after one time
Maybe
You Never Love me before
Is juz My Imagination
Maybe
I should Let go
Since Dont Love me
Then Go and Find Your Happiness
But
I Cant let go
Cause My Love Has
Already
Given to You ..

BLACK MENTHOL !
I WAN I WAN ~
I WAN TO BUY FOR MY FREN !

嘶嘶 ..
闷啊 ..
两个小时前到马来西亚家 .
...
买了很多东西..

brr ..
juz bein bored ..
abt 2 hrs ago reach malaysia home .
...
buy eyeliner ,
lipstick ,
hairband
and a plastic ring .
phew ..


i dunno whether i am correct ..
He say he might like other gurl ,
He say he was nervous when he saw her .
he say he like become hyper when he saw her .
he say he like eat drug when he saw her .
he say he was like bhmp bhmp when he saw her .
he say ...... when he saw her ..
he say ...... when he saw her ..
when he saw her ..
he say ..
when he saw her ..
saw her ..
her ..

not me ..

I abit of sad ..

no ..

IS VERY SAD ..

I going to cry siah ..

actualli mah ..

I was in wrong .

haiz .

PS: boy , i love you .

咳 .
我讨厌学校 ,
学校讨厌我 ..
今天星期五 ..
就是说两天没学校 !
那就好 ..
咳 .
今天吗~
蛮好的 ,
地理先 ..
忘了带tasksheet ..
累啊!
不管 ..
谁叫alamelu是组长来的 ?!
没办法 ..
咳 ..
嘶嘶 ..
事情越来越糟了 ..
我好想好想哭..

他..

她 ..

我..

我不喜欢这样子 ..

我只是个外人 ..

咳 ..

真想 ..

对你说我爱你 !

haiz .
i hate school ,
school hate me ..
todae is friday ..
tats mean two day of NO SCHOOL !
tats nice ...
haiz ..
today mah ~
quite good lar .
geo first .
forgot to bring the task sheet .
YAWN**
dun care .
who tell alamelu is the leader ?!
bo pian .
haiz ..
brrr ..
things goin worser .
I reali wan to cry ..
He ...
She..
ME ..
I dun like tis ..
I jus a outsider ..
haiz ..
I realli wan to say ...
I LOVE YOU to you ..

其实我虽表面放弃，
但，
当我鼓励你不要放弃她时，
我的心还是会痛.

世界上最遥远的距离，
是爱到痴迷，
却不能说，
我爱你。。。

SPECIALLY FOR ALEEFA THE BIGEYES !

Translate~

Although in wat u all see ,
i giv up ,
but when i encourage you not to giv up on her ,
My HEART still pain .

The world longest distance ,
is LOVE untill CRAZY ,
but still cant say ,
I LOVE YOU !

《我们没有在一起》

世界太复杂 ，
你说单纯很难，
我当然都明白 。

WOOOOHOOO ,
TOdae my BDAE!!!
HAHAs ,
祝我生日快乐，
祝我生日快乐，
祝我生日快乐，
祝我生日快乐！
哈哈，
HAPPI!!!
The first too say to me is EDLYN!
then my 大姐！
then ehya ,
Aleefa ,
then joey ,
er ,
then i go school ,
saw aleefa ,
she say again ,
theen galvin ,
then erm..
forget lar ,
THANK YOU!!
I M HAPPI!!!
hehes .
LOVE ya !
Then FOUNd OUT SMthin !
in CHINESe class ,
高老师is the same bdae wif me!!
YEA!
GOOdie!!
HAHAss .
then after school maths remedial ,
bad ,
so i sneak out the class ,
go home ,
prepare to go west mall ,
wear the shoes mum buy for me,
the dress 大姐 buy for me ,
the necklace 阿姨buy for me .
bag大姐bought for me .
hehes.
LOVIN IT!
then meet何欣雨at MRt .
near the west mall,
go buy ticket,
7pm,
so we first go eat .
Chat lots bout shool thingy ,!
LOL..
then we go see the despical me ,
aiyar ,
dunno how to spell .
the show DAMN FUNNI!!!
LOLz .
HOHO!!
we see till like 8.40 ?
then got home at bout 10pm .
fun !!
thanks again who wish me ,
HAPPI BDAE TO ME!!!!

TOdae fun fun fun ..... :)
firsty ,
go school wif Joey.K :)
then ehya .
got china ppl come to our sch .
happi :)
china !!
I LOVE CHINAs .
:) :) :) :) :)
blah blah .
ANIWAYz ,
aft we hav maths .
then ehya .
recess ...
eat eat eat .
hahahaha .
hehehehe .
MUAHAHAHA .
then geography .
teacher damn cute .
YOHOOOO !!
babe .
then the idiot english and Ve
I and munkei write message abt
HIMMMM .
YOOOHOO .
then i giv ignatius to read it .
kekekeke .
hahas .
aft school ,
we in class ,
I broke IGNATIUS BRIdge .
ARHHHHRHH
PSPSPPSPSPS .
hhehehe .
TOMORROW MY BIRTHDAE ,
AND THE stupid Big FOOT 4get .
CRYYY !!!
waah ,
then go home LORz.

PS: Dexter AND Sara IS not SCHOOL TODAE!!!!
hahaha .

TOday normal normal lar ,
sigh**
nth special ,
I m BORED to dead ,
aniway today go back to malaysia ,
so i m currently in malaysia ,
nowadays not safe ,
cos i juz found out from my sister ,
a place near my house got ppl ,
got ppl kana cut throat by other ppl .
eww ..
so now i 怕怕 。
hehehe .
so tats for today .

OH AND WAIT .

PS: I went back HOME wif ALEEFA TOO ON
WEDNESDAY~~~

Lar .
LAr .
Long time no post .
Todae take lrt and mrt to sch .
then go class .
larlar .
hahas .
er . .
let me see . . .
English first ..
SO slp it THROUGH!!....
then 地理 ..
hehe .
I LOVE IN IT!!
the cher is CUTE!!
hahas . .
huhu ..
then recessss..
kekekeke
hehe..
then i go borrow science textbook .
FROM THE DEAREST BERNADETTE~ .
TYTYTYTYTYTYTYY!!
hehe!!!
if no book i will squat for one period leh!!
i squat be4 ..
IT IS PAINFULL!!!
hehe..
then Lit Lecture .
GO to hall .
then finish lor .
hehes .
then i go bubble tea shop wif evelyn .
then go back to school slack lar.
meet the bitch .
fuck her .
ofcos not me fuck lar .
hahas .
then until 6pm,
evelyn go home .
i walk back to sch wif jia min(halfway force her to come )
cos wan to pass a form to office .
office close .
then walk out wif jia min to the place i force her to come .
then go back to sch gain .
then go back home wif joey .
then i finalli found my FREND ON FB!!
何欣雨！！！！
----------------------
6 more daes or~~~

Lar LAr .
I m so borin . . ..
kekeke .
hahaha ..
我好闷啊！！！
电脑一直Lag .
害我看小说很不爽 。
靠！
鸡白！！
真是的！
我好不爽哦。！！

when i first see tis picture , it remind me of Sara & Dexter!!~~

Todae sports dae .

GO clementi stadium .

I late .

then .

run 400m .

last .

fourth .

Chairmen get first .

then .

I giv up on 200m .

then Chairmen take over mine 4x100m .

get first .

then see ....

blah ..

when ends ,

sing the we are the one singapore ar ..

quite HIGH .

then take 963 home .

on bus meet a idiot .

the same bag as mee one (the colour and the brand )

so we fight fight fight .

hahas .

take when he go ,

八毛ask me he my boyfrend ar .

WTF!

??!!

I RATHER DIE THEN HE BE MY BOYFRIEND LAR!!

....

then go home lor .

tthen ply computer .

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我累了。

爱错了，
便是错了，
无法挽回那份爱，
只好越陷越深。。

爱到底，
到底。。
值多少？

RUBBISH IN MY PHONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LEE HUI LING !!!

YOU ARE MY BESTY FRIENDS FOREVA !!!!!

TIS IS FOR YOU TO WISH YOU GOOD LUCK IN YOUR

RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Todae ,
is HORRIBLE !!!
Get called by teacher..
In the Hall .
Then talk craps with me abt me calling a teacher bitch .
THAT was age ago .
ONE MONTH AGO !!!!!!
Just BE4 HOLIDAE !
My MOTHER already talk wit me bout it .
When i decided not to get in trouble they scold me .
FUCKER !
BITCH !
IDIOTS !
Anyway ,
i sign a contract ,
Sayin tat if i rude to teacher again i will face serious consequences .
SIGH****

--------------------------------------------------伤心分割线------------

我很乱啦！
我很喜欢他，
我真的！
他明明没那么好，
他明明不帅，
他明明不喜欢我，
他明明。。。
他。。
烦死了啦！
我该怎样！！！！！
他妈的！

我不在希望得到你的爱了，
因为我根本都得不到，
你的爱。
可我想问你，
哪怕是一秒，
你有对我动过心吗？

今天没上学 ，
因为我逃学了。
用各种理由不上学。
跟妈讲我生病了，
不要去上学。
呵呵。。
厉害吧！！
虽然我是在逃避。。

----------English--------------

TOdae dun hab go sch~
Cos i SKIPPPPP Sch ~
use lots of REASON dun go sch ,
say i sickkkii .
dun wan go sch~~
hehe~
smart rite ?
Although i was actuali escaping ..

今天开学了，
开心是因为看到想看的人，
不开心因为看到不想看到的人。
今天过得还算好啦。
没特别是发生，
就是高级老师换人做了。
然后就更朋友去玩咯。
就到这吧。
（赶文中）

okay ,
Todae~~
we suppose to do the science project tthingy ,
but ,
er..
we
(done by joey alone,
while we[me & Ziying] do other things .)
use 2 hours and oni do the side only , T.T ..
then ziying sayonara .
Left me and Joey . K
then cos i hungry(havent eat breakfast & lunch )
so we abt 3.30pm go eat KFC .
then i suggest to go arcade ,
so wwe go ..
2 hours in there ..
CAN U BELIEVE IT ?!
TWO HOURS~~
then go home lor .

The Money I SPENT the WHOLE day ~~
atfirst: $25.5
then the materials:$2.40
then er ..a card : $1
then KFC :$7.5
then arcade:$15 (and $4 wif e-zlink )
and you noe wat ?!
I LEFt WIF ONI $0.10!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOB***

I SWEAR I NOT GOIN TO ARCADE ANIMOR!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我爱你，

你却爱她.

希望在很久很久之后,

你想起我时,

嘴角能绽放一抹微笑.

我，

永远不能取代她····

哎哟 。。

还是有点可惜啦 。

等一下就要回新加坡 。。

我发现 ，

来到这里两个week

我一点都不想念新加坡 。

累死了 。

HAPPI BIRTHDAE KOR!! but. .. you doin 广告 ？

The Cake for me ^^~~
hehee~~~dun bear to eat~~ er? eating rite ? erm .. tis posture got a little dicusting .. ew .. Say cheese to EVa Choosin TIbits~~
horhor~~Eva angry wif kor liaoz~~ I WAN ICE-CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!
Choosin TIBITS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stalkin~~~~~~ eh~~Jie .. are you drippin siliva ?? Eva beggin for yogurt~~ YUM YUM~~ Buyin vegetables~~ Nice korean GRAPE juice~~ Mine leg AND JIE LegGIES~~ 天和海好像融在一体了。。。